by Surath Fernando
"In those days there was no king in Israel, and every man did
as he pleased".
And so finishes the Book of Judges. For me this is a book that
raised mixed emotions. Over and over again, do we see Israel's deliverance,
followed by a return to sin, compromises made at the expense of The Lord,
followed by acts of extreme violence and retribution.
I know we have questioned the level of violence in this forum
before, but perhaps this violence is not because of God, but rather driven by
Israel's constant betrayal of the commandments. With each act of violence
reflecting the greater fall into sin.
We have also discussed the story of Samson. About his rise, demise,
and redemption. We have discussed his rise and fall, with prior posts relating
to his inability to resist Delilah, to disastrous effect. How poetic is it that
his lack of insight costs him his eyes!
But poetry aside, I would like to discuss the last point. Samson's
redemption. Here was a man who had lost his defining feature, his mythical
strength, and thereby his identity. Admittedly this is due to his own
shortcomings for which he pays the price of servitude and slavery. But in the
face of this, he still has the grace to surrender to The Lord, beg forgiveness,
and seek redemption. This one act constitutes his redemption and he is granted
what many a soldier craves - an honourable death.
It shows us just how close and yet so far we all are from our own
redemption. For I suspect Samson must have cried to the Lord for redemption
many a time whilst in prison. Indeed I would do the same if I were in his
position. But The Lord acted at the opportune time. Not sooner and not later.
We in our modern day world may never be placed in Samson's position,
but we each face trials and tribulations that test our personal identity.
Consider the loyal company man with 20 years of service facing
retrenchment. Consider the beautiful woman who is told she will lose her hair
as she undergoes chemotherapy. Consider the tenured professor who is facing
Alzheimer's disease and the prospect of losing his cultivated mind.
The one thing that joins these individuals is impending loss. They
are about to lose something that defines them. The worker his job, the woman
her beauty, and the professor his mind. Whilst we may be worlds apart, this is
no less different to Samson and his lost strength.
And what do we do in the face of such uncertainty?
We fear.
And in the face of fear, uncertainty and loss of identity perhaps we
too can learn from Samson's story.
Because I have no doubt that whilst Samson was in that prison he
would have regretted his past and been constantly in fear of the future. And I
have no doubt he cried out to The Lord for deliverance day in and day out.
And most importantly, on the day that mattered, the day of his
deliverance, he continued to surrender and cry out to the Lord. And on that
day, the Lord answered. By his faith, Samson was granted deliverance.
And so it goes that the Lord grants us all the strength to reclaim
our identities in the face of loss, uncertainty, and fear. All we need to do is
have faith and surrender. Day in and day out. And deliverance may come to us
when we least expect it!
P.S.
I should mention
that whilst I write this, I too struggle with this point on surrender!
Hmmm interesting...
ReplyDeleteWith the worker, the woman, and the professor though, if we let temporary and finite things to define us (such as our jobs, our physical beauty, our intellect) and base our personal identity on them, then we will definitely feel loss when these things are taken from us.
But if we base our identity on something infinite (such as being God's beloved or being the servant of the Lord) then perhaps we will not fear because these are things that can never ever be taken away from us?
Thanks Surath, this served as a strong reminder to me that I must walk back daily like the prodigal son to my Fathers house because only there will I find the strength of who I really am..I am his son first before husband or father.
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